The school is DAMN fucked up.
As in the WHOLE STAFF BODY.
Just the thought of what happened today makes me wanna scream my ass off.


What the fuck is with accusing ME of talking to teachers ROUGHLY?

Like seriously. Then how'd you want a student to talk to a teacher?
Like how an air stewardess would to some shithole she's serving on the plane?

Mind your fucking asses.
I mean, the teachers don't talk to students with much respect anyway loh.

What's with like

"I'll send you out with a smile."

"Look at the band, the practise so many times a week, but as they as good as the choir who only practises 2 times a week?"

"WHO IS YOUR CM????? -shows some fucked up impatient crumpled black face- "


WHAT THE FUCK LAH.
They themselves flood others with SACARSTIC PHRASES,
they speak so IMPATIENTLY,
and worst of all, they don't even appreciate what the students do.

YAH, bow and pray to the teachers, lick their boots lah.
That's all you have to do to get into their good books.

I mean, SHIT THE HELL OUT OF THEIR HOLES CAN.


And yes, I'm still damn pissed with the FUCKER who said that
shit about comparing the band with the choir.
And all of a sudden, I think even if we work our asses off
to maintain that gold medal or anything else,
nobody will appreciate it AT ALL.

Why? Cos the school's one fucked up system/community,
or whatever you wanna call it.


So yes. From today onwards,
I don't really care about the school reputation.
The only reason I wanna work hard for band, is for MYSELF, my beloved senior, my great grand seniors, maybe Mr Tan, and yeah, for the MUSIC itself.

No more "I want to bring glory to the school" what not.
CRAP. If you wanna do that, I'm telling you its a waste of your time.
Why? Cos all they care about is the SCHOOL NAME.


And you know what? The discipline system is damn fucked up too.
Whatever they doing is depriving the students of the
joy and adventures you'd wanna get in school.
See? The main cause of people playing truant.

Yah.
FOAD.

I cannot wait for my time to leave this shit place.